…yours too?
…ugh-
my mind-
yours too?
suffocating thoughts-
yours too?
i wonder if this will be the mind that stays with me- this gut wrenching feeling of abandonment-
are altercations of the inevitable? why is my happiness to be fought for?
will the underlying sadness remain? this infected flu filled mind?
for a lifetime?
ignorance upon the souls that think we want this- that ridicule our infested minds- chitter chatters of our screaming thoughts-
fuck you all!
ugh-
my mind-
yours too?
i feel angry with God-
my questions feel so rejected-
yours too?
forgive me father-
forgive us all.
kb