…trackstar

…the honest and haunting part of depression that no one talks about; is wondering how many years your mind will outrun the monsters-

because it torments you so much- the sadness is beyond detail, even for me- and you just feel endlessly alone- like the absolute worst case of abandonment. despite anti-depressants- despite faith- despite religion. the disease simply takes over.

and we mask the truth so much- epically well, actually.- but how will another know they’re not alone if we hide the depth of the suffering; if we keep the journey to self-

i hope the vulnerability of my writings pulls another soul thru- i fight daily. i promise i do. while hiding behind laughing emojis, and a kind smile- and some days are easier than others- as are yours, i’m sure- so fight with me, my worthy trackstar; and let’s survive this…together-

i am with you. ❤️

kb