…cozy

Aug 7

Written By kim brown

…you comfortable nigga?

same comfortable ass position for 4 hours straight-

you warm nigga?

all cozy and shit-

but how the fck you more comfortable in my house?

you dreamin nigga?

bundled up like a lil bitch-

you already stripped my peace-

damn-

you couldn’t leave a sista a good nights sleep?

I wanna cry, but i can’t-

im so fckn angry-

at myself-

rubbin my finger nails together to feel alive-

straight zombie and shit-

while this nigga comfortable-

lustful ass lying ass nigga-

silent lips screamin,

“get the fuck out……nigga!”

soft ass heart like,

“give him a few weeks to find somewhere to go”

I hate my fckn heart-

soft as fck but can’t sleep-

soft as fck but can’t eat-

this shit deeper than trauma-

this shit walkin death-

pain so deep, I question if God gets it-

but how you more comfortable in MY house…………..nigga?

got me on cbd gummies n’ shit-

YOU COMFORTABLE NIGGA????

YOU COZY BITCH????

da’ fuck?-

…i love you 😔

…look mommy