…you, and you, and you-

…it’s 12am- billions of emotions float amongst the world in which we stand, including your own- thoughts of fear, worry, joy, excitement, abandonment, etc- some of which so many may never know- i want to collide into and marry the man God has for me before my end- i want to hold my celibacy until that day as an honor to God- but if it does not become, God still is- it is a tucked away hurt that crosses my spirit from time to time- ✨

but somewhere is a soul taken against their will, simply praying to be found- a child in need of a meal- a mind losing the war against itself at this very second- an abused child not understanding the reason that holds no reason- so some requests i align with patience, while praying for others- because some priorities come before others- wants and needs aside- ‘all. ❤️

i begin therapy again next week- i get overwhelmed with repeated confessions, so walk away often; but recognize the need- i have a son i flood with the universe because i have a child who walked away from the possibility of not receiving enough, in whichever format it may be- but I don’t want love and fear to create a being unfair to the being his soul is meant to become- oh the wounds that millions of us carry- oh the wounds that only God know- oh the wounds his grace can heal- ❤️‍🩹

it’s 12am- billions of emotions float amongst the world in which we stand, including your own- may God himself meet you in your hour- …hold, listen, celebrate, embrace, or become the deliverance you need- blessings to the world. ✨

blessings to you.✨

-amen.