…you
…today I wanted to swallow a bottle of pills-
to close my life and awaken my soul-
to die, yet find birth, elsewhere-
to heal the numbness
and mute the crippling mind-
today I wanted to swallow a bottle of pills-
to live in the imaginative thoughts of wild lilies and cradling winds awaiting me-
with new worlds and angelic flying wings-
where pain is not allowed and dared to enter-
today I wanted to swallow a bottle of pills
today I wanted to swallow a bottle of pills
today I wanted to swallow a bottle of pills
…but looked at you, and didn’t-
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