…thoughts

…today

-i cried after a beautiful woman exited my vehicle from a lyft ride- her femininity was so graceful- it appeared so natural- from her flawless afrocentric curls, to the bag she carried, to the perfect outfit she wore- ✨

wondering why the ‘feminine aspect’ is so difficult to possess?- but i think what ive come to understand, is our minds work differently- so very much so- as sometimes survival mode is just that- placing everything aside and surviving- and some types of survival, eliminate what others so easily grasp- ✨

but it’s not always a bad thing- please know this- because sometimes a warriors mind, is one that the most elegant of souls would give anything to possess- as their collapse crumbles, because their strength does also- so in all reality, many of us seek what another endures- selah’ ✨

and it’s not necessarily a negative thing; but rather a human one- life is hard- survive first, elegance shall follow- or carry the elegance, and pray for strength- either way, be kind to yourself, in whichever journey holds you- ✨

…today

-i saw an elderly woman with the most beautiful strands of silver hair smiling so very hard with a gentleman sitting beside her- we were simply passing cars; but her smile made me smile too- and in that moment, she unknowingly healed the racing of my thoughts- as I was simply happy witnessing her moment of contentment, of joy- ✨

-so i parked to share these thoughts- to release them so I can move forward- back to lyft i go- peace and love my darlings- thank you for holding the many thoughts of my mind- ✨

kb 🌺