…screws n bolts

…in my silenced depression;

tucked away in a room with a peek of nights’ darkness slipping thru a broken blind;

im at war with the curiosity of life beyond earth, with a bundle of innocence laying beside me-

but how does the mind lose hope with a God who said “become”

and all became?

billions amongst us, and hundreds upon hundreds are planning their last exhale at the very second of this second-

but when did screws n bolts outweigh the king of kings?

the homes that hold our families, the cars we enter without thought- elevators, escalators, planes, etc-

screws n bolts, screws n bolts-

oh what have we become, that we chase an end and flee a God?

with faith unintentionally higher in man made objects, than the creator himself-

screws n bolts, screws n bolts-

late night drives on screws n bolts-

self driven cars on screws n bolts-

homes holding families with screws n bolts; turning keys without a second guess- sitting on foundations of Jehovah Jireh, yet lacking the strength to pray- maneuvering planes and vehicles, yet no maneuver of faith-

screws n bolts, screws n bolts-

oh but it hurts- i know it hurts; even now on my own foundation of him-

how empty a room can feel in a world of billions- to suffocate in air, while convincing the suffering to believe in more-

but we must remember that we are not alone in our moments-

tucked away in rooms with a peek of nights’ darkness slipping thru broken blinds-

we must learn to naturalize prayer, hope, and faith in our precious El Shaddai; as we do with the simplicity of a turned key to an engine-

as we do with screws n bolts, without thought-

so wherever you may be, and whomever you are…

you deserve your tomorrows-

the mysterious wonders that are in store, and the blessings that are pre written to find you-

that are pre written to find me too-

so defeat your mental wars my darlings,

and live.

i love you.

kb 💕 ; 💕