…lonely empath

…my spirit is always so heavy- the depth I carry is a mixed receive- sometimes I wish I didn’t think soooo deeeep- I can instantly become sad about any random person that may be being mistreated or abused or may be hungry and I become ever so sad- i immediately go into prayer- about someone somewhere going thru something- and then that sadness gets piled on top of my own sadness-

im such a massive empath- in lyft I love that I am able to pour words of hope and love into a soul- it’s such a reward- but still, at times I hate being so deep- I remember saying as a child when I could feel the presence of spirits, “it’s ok if you stay, just please don’t let me see you; I don’t think I can handle that”- even depth followed me then-

so much on my mind-

it can be rewarding-

it can be quite lonely too.

kb