…lol

…in the deepest state of numbness-

chronic pain upon pain upon pain-

pleading with the insanity of thoughts to turn sane for just the moment-

contemplating if this shall be the day that my faith fails me, and my hope depletes-

and the world knows nothing- it has no idea-

because my smile is convincing-

and the response to their response is even more convincing than that, and hides all-

lol.

a simple mkfn’ lol.

kb 😔