…beautiful distractions

…suicidal ideation is real- dangerously real. and it’s one of those topics that no one wants to touch- but it’s strong than a btch. even at this moment, it haunts me- severely. i have so much pain in my life- my autoimmune disease is always inflamed, and my left hip being bone on bone from severe osteoarthritis is an entirely different level- so I’ve got a fckd up mind, a fckd up hip, and a fckd up disease- …but distractions are everything- like right now, ima find something on netflix- even if I’ve seen it before- the distraction is life saving- literally. I call it my world away from worlds- its like being entertained by people who are saving your life, and don’t even know it- at all. ty…

-find your distraction too- ❤️

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